14 MORE DAYS TO CLICK FIVE 0 more days to fall out boy
im a concert go-er.
im hyper and paranoid.
beat it.♥
zahrah aljufri i am thirteen but i act three i love 6-5, 1E5, drama, hoslitch and my drama seniors i live breathe eat and sleep music and writing. i especially love FBR. i get hyper and crazy. im also paranoid. sorry[x and i do NOT like nicholashankunlong. i prefer NICHOLAS JERRY JONAS.
she rocks la . haha kays whatever . had a conversation with Vig(read; vich, CH as in CHASE) and Nick . Vig was being a lesbian . Nick was being a bodoh . Of course . He went all,
Nick: Ask Ali to follow you to TC5 lah. Me: WTF? ALI? WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH? -Ali's in the conversation- Me: ZOMG WTHWTHWTHWTH? Nick: Eh Ali, Sharifah wants to ask you something. Me: Ali, don't listen to Nick. (: Ali: Ok. Nick: Ali, someone wants to ask you out. Nick: On a date. Ali: O-o who? Nick: Someone in here that you know. Other than me.
------- And he continued . Being bodoh . Ali kept asking who Vigilia is. And he also said smth about Ali like me or smth . Which again, is just stupid . LOL . AND, during all that, Vigilia just laughed -.-""
WHATEVER NICHOLAS YOU SUCKER . (: No wonder your asked said you're gay and you suck :D
EARLIER, went to the maulud thingy with Yuma and my mum and grandma . Yuma and me practically died . It was like 40 degrees out there . But do we get fans or anything ? Noooo . So we sat there for around 4 hours . Sms-ing people . Yuma solving problems while every other makcik was zikr-ing ((:
MAKCIK INVASION !!
Yuma was like sms-ing Andy and he didnt replied . LOL AT ALL . Redza did . I smsed Akid and Vig and Nick . Lol . Vig, go die(: You DIDNT REPLY ! DD : Sorry Akid, no bubur masjid . :P Nick, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! STUDYING ?! ENGLISH ?! GO STUDY MATHS LA !! (:
OK OK . Then we just like, slack . Make fun of makciks , then we went home ! FREE BRIYANI ! WOO ! LOL
:P *Can't tell what Yuma's problem is (: So yeah . Oh, and we sang in the car :P
Then camwhored, then reached home . And uh, chat with Nad, Falqin, Yuma, Cassandra, Nick, Vig, Ali .
And uhh yeah :P
FALQIN IS HORNY (:
K .
(:
Aqilah rocks la :P We were talking about rumours . HEHE . And how it sucks . :P
Ok . Picture time . LOL .
boo(:
and thats all yo . im bored . vair vair .
and yuma isnt going to CLICK FIVE .
ANY ACCOMPANY-ERS? ((=
slaters.
boo-f-yeah(:
♥
Saturday, 17 May 2008
19:02
Haha . Jasmine is just so cute .
But she's kinda lez don't you think ?
LOL . Ok ,enough about Jasmine .
I'm going to buy a T70 camera .
Unless I can beg for a T200 .
GRAWRRR .
Okay , that was random .
I'm planning to change my link .
Some choices are ,
www.grabyourhat-fetchyourcamera.bs.com Which yes, is super fucking long .
So I also thought of ,
www.purplehoodiesacademy.bs.com www.purplehoodies.bs.com www.icamehere-tomakeyoudance.bs.com
boo, ok i dont know already .
give me suggestions (:
♥ 12:52
I have a few more poems to post. But theyre on hold for now. Im getting all the 1 HOOOOORNY E5 boys to migrate to California. They deserve it.
Especially Wu Jia Ming and James. Yes yes. There must be a huge problem with me. Because Im not eating. And Im not doing it on purpose either. Im just not hungry. Really Im not. Its not like I want to be anorexic or bullimic or anything. ILOVEFOOD.
ILOVEIT. But Im just not eating for some insane reason that even I dont know yet.
GAHHS .
And whatever. In case you were wondering, the rumours havent stopped yet. Theyre still going around.
FUCK IT .
DAMN RUMOUR STARTERS . -.-'
whatever. thinking about that makes me lose my mood.
slaters.
♥ 12:43
LOVING YOU my tears drip down uncontrollably. i have no idea what's gotten into me. i lay on my bed as i think of what may be. hopefully, it isnt true. you are gone for good. and yet, my dream was just about to come true. i cant belive i couldnt see, what was coming straight at me. right now, i just want to be free. i miss your touch, i miss your kiss, i miss how we wouldnt let go of each others grip. i wish you were here. i wish you were here again, holding me, touching me, kissing me. i miss you like crazy, but i know youll never be here with me ever again.
♥ 12:26
OVER(FAIRYTALE)
my heart beats as my mind swirls. it has been going on for too long. the cuts on my arm, the blood flowing down. like a burst pipe. nobody cares, not even you. my mind swirls, i cant go on. cant believe i fell for you. you two look happy together. i dont know what got into me. just leave me be. this cant go on forever. because its over. im getting over you. things will be better if im gone. the cuts on my limbs, my blood trinkling down the drain. i cant go on with this much pain. thibgs would be so much better if im gone. im getting over you. or at least im trying to. i think i may be in love with you. i want a fairytale to happen. i want a dream come true. but i may be dreaming too much. i hold my last breath, as my heart stops and my blood flows, my heart empty from unfulfilled love, and as i think for the last time, of you and her, i hope you would be happy together.
;zahrah
please respect copyright infringements : D
♥
Friday, 16 May 2008
21:50
OY NADIAH . STOP DREAMING ABOUT JESSE MCCARTNEY AND SHAFIQ HARON .
(:
♥ 21:19
my skin is pissing us off . when i said us , i meant naddybums and me . fucking skin . go die . please . i dont care tthat youre not even living . just go die and fuck yourself . : D
lame shit ass you . so we are skin hunting . hehe . i want a new blogskin . this one is kinda weirdish . anywho , we found nicholas's match . ATIKA !
both of them just LOVE saying AWWW . which i swear , can get vair vair addictive . just like MAUT and ISAP AH . sheesh . you guys need to stop saying AWW . because now im starting to say AWW . isnt that so , AWW ? WTF ?
k nevermind . im talking crap . im on a blogskin hiatus . i dont know which to choose . HEH . hello click five . im seeing you in 16 days . meet and greet is on hold . i hope i get it . for fuck's sake , i smsed in 687394793473 times . okay maybe just 6 . but still !
by the way , i still need a partner in crime for 1st June . who's willing to pay $98 and follow me ? any takers ?
tell me !
i need one . or two . or fivehundredthousandandninetysix . which would probably be the amount of people attending . or what it will seem like .
CALIFORNIA HAS LEGALISED GAY MARRIAGE . 1E5 boys , please migrate to California .
: DD
Especiall Wu Jia Ming , Hilmi , Hafiz and Nicholas . And uhm , James . Yes please . slater .
♥
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
21:17
hello . yuma called me giler . which i am. sort of . im fucking frustrated today . people keep saying and thinking that i like him when i fucking dont . fuckers .
sheesh people . how many times do i have to tell you ?! no means no right ? yes ! i do NOT like him . AHHHHH ! giddy goodness god's sake . im watching ghost busters and scaring the shit out of myself . idiot idiot idiot .
im going to click 5's concert . ooh yeah . with yuma . double yeah with knobs . : D we are obsessed with archuletta and nick jonas . woot woot ! she just said archuletta pakai coli . meaning , archuletta uses bras .
uhmm ?
O_O
hello , i love nicholas jerry jonas so much that im going to marry him and call our daughter nikki amanda jonas .
that was a random name .
and nadiah is in love with joseph jonas so much that she is going to marry him and call their daughter josephine alyssa jonas .
yes , another random name .
yuma is in love with saaban so much that she is going to marry him and call her daughter saloma bte saaban . (: *edit [it was actually sabariah]
jasmine told me that the chance of people believing me when i say that i dont like nick is lesser that 1% .
so what the hell ? all my efforts are put to waste .
*sigh
i might just kill myself .
or maybe just slit again .
i hate rumours .
which is why i hardly spread them .
i did say HARDLY . nobody cares about me anyway . except nadiah . she rocks . a lot . i love her . in a non lezzie way .
i hate hilmi . man youre dead . and yuma , RAWR . RAWR RAWR RAWR and DOUBLE RAWR . AND RAWR .
fucking fucks . im not in the mood anymore .
GO TO HELL LAH . (:
*please me reminded that this post was written in anger . just like the message i sent yuma .
so yes (:
♥
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
19:57
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I FUCKING LOVE COBRA STARSHIP DAMN IT. AND IM ADDICTED TO PURPLE HOODIES. [[x
